Me and Him

Dear diary,

lamak dah enda jenguk nuan kan diary ? heeee. since PT3 aku ndai negu internet. selain ari mencari maklumat jak ku. now, PT3 end. im totally free but not with my mind. hermhh.. nama enda lah result ku. whatever it is. aku dah berusaha . sapa enggai result manah kan ? aku ka okay. atleast ku ulih malas susah payah mak apak ku by making them proud you know. ;) amin ! amin ! ajih result ku manah. :) yala kan. everything ku mintak ba mak apak. sida ea merik. hrmm~ btw, 2 days more. me with mr. right dh masuk 4 months. :) tapi dah asai setahun . im still dont believe that i can find somebody like him or as loyal as him cause i was disapointed with somebody before. and one thing i dont expect again is when i get in a relay with that mr right after a week im break with that 'guy'. HAHA . funny , and weird. yala. saya sudah dikecewakan berapa kali. dan terlalu banyak memberi peluang kepada orang yang tidak menghargai 'saya'  sebelum ni. HAHA . cinta monyet. bertahan atau tidak. bergantung kepada satu sama lain bah. :) aaaaaa haaa ! this what i learn in a relay. mencintai bukan hanya untuk mencintai dan dicintai tetapi menukarkan sesuatu yang tidak baik dalam seseorang itu kepada lebih baik. :) besides, bercinta tak semestinya lupakan pelajaran, parent , friend, anything la. bercinta bercinta juga tapi pelajaran jangan lupa. Bercinta jangan lebih-II . pergaulan mesti berbatas. antara lelaki dan perempuan ada benteng. baru hubungan terjaga and happy ending.btw, i dont know what i do to  my mr. right because i make him over loving and confident and he even said that he really really dont want losing me. :) hahaha. for godness sake he really adorable-king-control-kind-understanding and more lah to me. i dont know how to describe laa. ahaha. :) tapi dia bukan yang suka mengambil kesempatan . that's why i trust him. ;) that's what a man born to be. :) lelaki-II yang suka mengambil kesempatan you all are already out of my list. to be with him one day is the one of my wish now. he also said that one day. kalau memang dh jdoh. he really want to be one in my family. iban said 'nguai' ahaha. whatever laaaa. sudah pkir kahwin. :) study dulu. yang penting saya sudah abis ai liur motivated him to be a good person. Merokok dia memang tidak. pelajaran. emhek~ kalau usaha memang boleh bah kalau ko. hihi. okay let's make it simple. i do love him,my parent and family. :)